|
so sleep alone tonight
Hello there, I'm a 17-year-old female student residing in super sunny Singapore.Zi Ying, 10 November, 7 June, alien. Tendency to burp. Sleep and food are my guilty pleasures. Spongebob and now Domo Kun are my weaknesses. 6C13 '12 / Dunman High / JCEast ♥ The Lord is my source of strength! Take courage again. |
|
|
whoopee cushion
I change over time; never expect the same from me as you did yesterday.
archives
July 2010August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 virtual
Twitter: zinkywinkylimcredits
Design: doughnutcrazyIcon: domokun rapture
|
when you cannot
God can. stick with me through whatever
things will got better soon. tactless
all along i've felt that i haven't aged since sec 2 because my thoughts and actions haven't matured. if mindsets have never evolved, we never will change ourselves too. connection
many lifts are getting renovated opposite my house today and the noise is rather deafening. but sometimes the rhythm is quite addictive. and just heard news yesterday that will probably have to go back to malaysia for a week during the june holidays because gonggong is ailing, like he can't remember where is the door to leave his house, or need help to get our of bed. honestly it was expected because when the symptoms first started out last year, it has more or less sparked an exponential decrease in health. which bore a stark resemblance to when ahgong passed away. must death always be so fleeting? what do we do in the process? even now, i already miss him. i hope that i can share Christ to him in chinese when i get back! take a look at me now
watched a japanese psycho movie on murder with my dad on his samsung galaxy lookalike yesterday. it was kinda weird and warped and boring to some extent. but i liked it, surprisingly. how the personal stories of the 4 main characters were woven into a complicated relationship of anguish was morbidly interesting. so is the movie's portrayal of people's exaggerated desire for validation. but my dad was all like o.o haha but anyway, glad that last week was over and may this week be even better! incision
 haha don't even remember posting the previous entry. was probably really too tired. am just aiming to sleep by 1230 everyday! with reckless abandon
 woo so tired! lights
 "After all, a saint is only a sinner who keeps on trying." just a few days back, there was a funeral held beneath our house. there was a considerable amount of people who turned up and there was all the preparation for the deceased to enter the afterworld. today the place was back to normal, simply empty. it's as if it never happened at all. i wonder if the people working in such a profession will ever be affected by these occasions since people pass away on a day-to-day basis. it is saddening to know that death is fleeting, and perhaps life in itself is barely memorable to anyone other than yourself. guess the only thing that matters is that during the course of our lives, people invested in us, and we in others as well. i'm not giving up, i'm just giving in
 how to go the extra mile? distant look but looking good
 being more stressed out than usual over studies lately. go everyone! intuition is reason in a hurry
 all in all, am very thankful for the week and am looking forward to what will happen in time to come. things are not perfect, but after searching for so long (if we ever did in the first place), am guessing that perfection doesn't really seem to be needed anymore. shall write any other thoughts in a diary cos am more efficient in writing! trying to find the in-between
 going to sleep soon! everyday is a battle i face
 cheer\wait\relax. thrive/survive
 if all of us are so different, then aren't we the same? it's so hard to stand up for what is right
 but nothing is ever really an excuse. |